Why me??

First official car accident today, Im still a leaner driver! Had my eight month baby in the back seat and my mum in the front with me, we were on our way to tescos pitsey, swerved in to park and I went to fast, so went to break, hit the accelerator instead and flew into a lampost on myleft and a lovely brand spanker of a car to my right, luckily enough we were all fine apart from the car, the car is fucked and will probably have to be written off as im only third party!! Hey ho! Mum woulodnt stop screaming at me how it was divine intervention or something, she knew something like this was gonna happen, had a feeling about it this morning apparently. Isnt it funny how everything seems to be going in slow motion when you crash, I felt completely blank for the first few hours then this extreme tierdness hit me like a wave crashing down over me, so I went to bed, not that it helped mind, i kept jolting awake thinking I was about to die! A side effect of the crash?? who knows....So now its just gone past midnight, I descided to stay round my aunties for the night as to clear my head and get a break from family life and here I am wide awake afraid of being possessed, go figure!